I don't want an ulcer. I can simply rely on the Lord, and lean on him to deal with my problems. Because He will. Just not in the time my selfish human heart wants them to be dealt with.
I am going home this weekend, which will either calm me down or cause me to question my ability to live without losing my composure. Either way, I am excited. Because I love my fam and can't wait to see them again :)